Friday, January 28, 2011

Why's it always food?

We live in a food oriented society. We (or at least I do) eat when I am happy and want to celebrate, I eat when I'm sad, I eat when I bored, I eat for birthday's and the list goes on. I get so frustrated by it. Why am I so attracted to food? I look forward to those butter saturated potatoes, and big juicy burgers. Uhg. I know I am not the only one that feels this way. I know that it is a struggle for A LOT of people. But that doesn't always make it that much less frustrating.

Moving to Texas it's been horrible on my eating habits. I haven't found to many hobbies yet, the kids aren't really involved in too many extra activities that keep me busy, so I eat. I eat because I am sad I left all my family and friends, I eat when Todd and Tanner had a birthday. I get lonely during the day so I make cookies and eat most of them because they sit, staring, at me on the counter.

I haven't exactly gone "up" a size but my pants are getting a little tight and a little to squishy in the backside.....so I think I am going to do the HCG diet again. I know its not the most healthy way to diet and it's pretty rough thing to fallow, but I feel like the last time I did it I got my self under control. I shrunk my stomach, and proved to my mind, as well as my body, I don't need all the extra STUFF to feel me up and be satisfied. I think there are better things to do with my time besides eat.

I think it will be a week or so before I get it and get going but I think I am looking forward to loosing those extra inches that have inched their way back onto my backside and get looking good again for the summer that is coming.

3 comments:

  1. Do you get the drops? Does it really help you with your self control? That's my problem so I'm wondering if I should get on it as well...

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  2. I know you've been asking for a hobby. This isn't really something that your boys would enjoy too much, but you could start crocheting. I don't know if you know how to crochet or not, but it's something to keep your mind and your hands occupied so that you won't always be grabbing for more food. :) AND if you crochet something like an afghan, it's big enough that it will make a lot of time pass before you even know it. Just a suggestion. :)

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  3. It does help a little with self control. I found the hardest week is the first. I use the spray (which is like the drops) I also use the homeopathic kind. It's a hard diet, but if you really stick to it, it works.
    I'm not a huge crocheting fan (for myself) but I have been trying to pick some fun holiday themed crafts to spruce up around my house and keep my mind busy. This month I have been working on valentine stuff :-)

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