I think I've found it for now anyway

Today while doing our full body weight routine...I was a little intimidated. I don't have a problem doing the free weights. The only problem is the free weights are usually swarming with Macho-men checking themselves out in the mirrors and breathing really hard. But I guess I shouldn't worry too much about how I look using my little 12 lb weights 'cause they're not even looking at me they're too busy with themselves :-)

OK -enough macho bashing (I AM married to one ;-) ) I think for now I have found my motivation. I think there are about 3 reasons

1. I want to be healthier

2. I want to look SMOKIN' for my 10 year reunion (HS that is) next year

3. I want to look good in a swimming suit for the cruise Mr. T and I will probably take next year for our anniversary/graduation

Hopefully those 3 reasons will keep me going! I am still trying different things with my diet to see if I can loose some before the next weigh in!